“ In time, the hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let it go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong, I’d write you another letter. But I never sent them for fear of what I might find. By then, you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn’t ever want to lose that
— There are times I want to strangle you, there are times I want to give up on us; sometimes I ask why you still deal with my bullshit or why you just cant go find another girl that will deal with you. plenty of times I question if you love me or if im pretty enough for you or if I’m as important to you as you are to me…this all happens when I’m away from you. Idk why, its just some of the unlimited thoughts that run through my mind at night, especially when we’re not together. But than something reminds me why we are still in each others lives, why I still come around or why you deal with my sour patch moods haha it’s simple really, it cause…
I love you.
I don’t think I tell you this enough, even If I tell you every single day. I get butterflies everytime you text me. When you do little things for me, My entire day is just that much better. Everything about you, from your asshole ways to your weird faces, I can never get tired of it (sometimes haha :p ) the way you make me feel…there is just no explanation. You ask me why I’m so crazy over you? I cant explain. It’s inevitable. You make me happy. I have never cared so much about a person other than my family&bestfriends. You have a place in my heart no other guy will ever have. Even though we’re not together, titles couldn’t make us any closer. I appreciate EVERYTHING you do for me. Thank you for never losing grip of what we have, I know I never will.
I love you ugly. Nothing more, nothing less.
Myrah <3
2.17.12
I love you.
I don’t think I tell you this enough, even If I tell you every single day. I get butterflies everytime you text me. When you do little things for me, My entire day is just that much better. Everything about you, from your asshole ways to your weird faces, I can never get tired of it (sometimes haha :p ) the way you make me feel…there is just no explanation. You ask me why I’m so crazy over you? I cant explain. It’s inevitable. You make me happy. I have never cared so much about a person other than my family&bestfriends. You have a place in my heart no other guy will ever have. Even though we’re not together, titles couldn’t make us any closer. I appreciate EVERYTHING you do for me. Thank you for never losing grip of what we have, I know I never will.
I love you ugly. Nothing more, nothing less.
Myrah <3
